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mego thingy... [Apr. 7th, 2008|06:43 am]
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blah... [Dec. 13th, 2006|04:21 pm]
[Current Location |library...]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Music |only wanna be with you - hootie & the blowfish]

well, lots has happened since that last entry, lol. i am ever so happy with the love of my life, frank. he treats me so well and i knowi dont deserve it, but all the same i wouldnt trade it for the world. hes given me two sets of earings at least one of which were his mothers, quell romantique, n'est pas? and there might possibly be another gift, but i wont go into that one until i get it ^_~. (that wink is for those of you that know N,J,L&D) anywho, life is going fairly well, aside from the fact that yet again i am carless. i crashed it last month and boy dont it suck, lol. well my tummy is buggin me and i have to get some senate crap done. so....*love and kisses*
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why?... [Oct. 16th, 2006|02:00 am]
[Current Mood | depressed]
[Current Music |hungry like the wolf - reel big fish]

why is it guys never want to date me? am i really that bad? i mean come on, its not like i have a friggin horn coming out of my head, or a wart. in fact im not that bad at all, and still these guys deny me. why? i mean, they know that i like them and yet they hurt me...all the time. openly flirting or telling me how hot someone is. and still they lead me on. cuddling, holding hands, wtf?! why do they feel its neccissary to tease me and hurt me like this?...*kisses*
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burning question... [Mar. 26th, 2006|12:31 pm]
[Current Mood | quixotic]
[Current Music |poison - alice cooper]

has anyone heard that song, honky tonk badonkadonk? its brought an age old question to mind, well ive always wanted to know, how DOES donkey kong get it on? i mean, is it some freaky monkey lovin? cause if it is, i dont want any part of that. monkeys are nasty. but i mean, have you listened to the lyrics of that song? hoowe, shut your mouth, slap you grandma. what the hell?! that is messed up, and then talking about making love like a video game monkey? what kinda of crack was he smokin'? anyway, maybe some of you oldschool gamers can answer that one for me. its always bugged me. well im off loves, *kisses*...
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hello world.. [Mar. 21st, 2006|07:53 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]
[Current Music |walk this way - aerosmith]

well, jeez does everyone on the planet have a myspace page? i mean dude, i add like 9 friends just last night. its not as easy to navigate that site as it is this one though, im still trying to make it look the way i want, lol. well my latest obsession is snape from harry potter, aka alan rickman. and as with all my others, its a full blown obsession. but, im not complaining. id recomend any snape fans go to http://www.firefancies.com/darkpotions/main.htm that site rocks, and for the harry potter fanart peeps out there http://acciobrain.ligermagic.com/ another great site. well, i gotta go, all my love....*kisses*

oh, ps today is the one year anniversary of the day i totalled my moms van. after the accident i had to wear an eyepatch for a week or so. sexy...
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been a while.... [Feb. 8th, 2006|12:24 pm]
[Current Mood | productive]
[Current Music |dirty deeds - ac/dc]

wow, its been a while since i updated this, lol. ive been busy with school and junk. two days ago i did some major updating to my flickr account too. if you guys dont know about flickr you should check it out, seriously, its cool. also check out weebl (http://www.weebl.jolt.co.uk/) and homestar (http://homestarrunner.com), wicked funny sites.....*kisses*
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hard to do... [Nov. 6th, 2005|05:19 pm]
[Current Mood | aggravated]

wow, that piggy took mad skills yo. lol, actually, it was really hard to draw, props to the others who did really well...


http://drawapig.desktopcreatures.com/gallery/large.asp?id=822066&p=0&hof=1&q=personality+test


i cant seem to make the link look right....
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well.... [Nov. 5th, 2005|10:37 pm]
well, i was feeling good about a possible budding romance, but my friend has brought my hopes crashing back to earth. i guess its a good thing, and of course i know she only wants whats best, but, you know i just cant, i think this will work out. i hope like hell it will, its still in its early stages, but, i think he likes me. so wish me luck in this endeavor, huh? well im off to bed.......kisses
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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2005|11:53 am]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |knockin on heavens door]

well, last saturday was the party, i had a great time. someone i wasnt expecting to see was there and well, i had a good time. i also had three sombreros, which are made of coffee brandy, ice and milk. which is funny since i dont like coffee, milk or ice, lol. anyways, the party ended around 12 1230 and i live about 45 seconds from where it was held. but i wasnt driving cause i had had a few drinks, although i wasnt the least bit even buzzed, i mean i stopped drinking at 9 and i was dancing all night. anywho, my friend and i left the party at 1230, but i didnt make it home until 430, lol. he gave me a ride home cause my other options kinda ditched me. feel the love. but it all worked out cause i had been diggin on this guy all summer. so, well, i dont know whats gonna happen next, i really hope something good comes of it, like a relationship, but i dont know. i have to talk to him. mums kinda upset, mostly cause i didnt call and the fact that hes old enough to be my father, lol. but it doesn matter, i like him and i hope things work out. alright im gonna go now.....kisses
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well then... [Oct. 6th, 2005|11:25 am]
[Current Mood | bored]
[Current Music |sailing - rod stewart]

well ive found out i am not in fact a beer drinker, lol. i bought my first beer last night, some goliath can of miller light, and i took exactly two sips from it before dumping the rest down the toilet. what a waste of money. i cant imagine how people drink that rubbish. blech, it was vile. i always wondered if it tasted as bad as it smelled, now i know it does. at least i was able to buy only one. i did get carded and i was nervous, but i am legal, so it was pretty exciting. and i wont be drinking that garbage again. well, i am so bored, i have class in an hour and nothing to do for that hour, lucky me. i just voted in the spamalot contest, lilgit, you got my vote, lol. number two was wicked cute too, but come on exploiting children, thats so passe, lol. anywho, i guess ill go kill my boredom elsewhere, toodles....kisses
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whooo... [Oct. 4th, 2005|02:53 pm]
[Current Mood | hungry]
[Current Music |superstitious - stevie wonder]

last night i watched wwe raw, well most of it anyway, and man wasnt i pissed off. ric flair, the man, the 16 time world heavyweight champion won his tagteam match and then his partner turned on him. i was like what the hell?! flair has always been known as the dirtiest player in the game, but i hate it when other people turn on him. so needless to say, i was yelling at my tv. his partner hit him in the head with a sledgehammer, not once but twice. now im no fool, and i know this is not real, but when that blood was streaming down flairs face, my heart started to pound hard. same as when jigen was 'shot' in shot through the heart, every time i see that my heart skips a beat. and he was slapping him. no one slaps the nature boy, no one. the sheer arrogance of triple h was disgusting. but, anyways, the cool thing was later i got to see hacksaw and arn, plus i had see roddy piper and mick foley, so the night wasnt a total loss. vinnymac is good, he knows how to keep his audience hooked, cause ill be watching next week to see what happens. anywho, on a side note, im wearing my new ac/dc shirt and ive already seen two other people with ac/dc shirts on, not the same one, but mind you, where i go to school is not very large, in fact its quite small, so i think this is an odd coincidence, well, more of a noteworthy one i suppose one might say. anyw...well, ill sign off for now i guess, im kinda hungry, so i shall go hunt my food.....kisses
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happy birthday.... [Oct. 4th, 2005|12:11 pm]
[Current Mood | content]
[Current Music |love in an elevator - areosmith]

well the day has finally arrived. yes ladies and gents, its my birthday. whoot im finally 21! blackjack baby, i am now able to buy booze. at precisely 2:29 pm i will be officially legal. but alas, no one has wished me a happy birthday today except for myself, and that felt a bit hollow. oh well, i suppose i shouldnt complain, what did i do that was so great that i should be congratulated? i mean all i did was stay alive for 21 years. when you think about it, birthdays are kinda silly arent they? oh well, ive got a class that i really need to attend, blah. catch you on the flip side.....kisses
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almost... [Oct. 3rd, 2005|02:51 pm]
[Current Mood | pleased]
[Current Music |dirty deeds done dirt cheap - ac/dc]

just a quickie here, yesterday my family celebrated my birthday, which is tomorrow, and my brother got me a fish bowl. i dont own a fish, well i didnt. so i had to go get a fish today. its a male beta fish. i named him brigideer n.f. marwood-git. im just calling him brigideer, lol. anywho, im gonna get going, kisses....
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belated.... [Sep. 27th, 2005|06:42 am]
[Current Mood | sleepy]
[Current Music |all together now - the beatles]

well sunday, the 25th was courtneys 21st birthday. happy birthday luv!!! mines only 7 days away, then ill finally be legal for everything that is legal at all, lol. *yawn* its only 644 am and ive already been up for almost three hours. mums tire flew off her van so its kinda on sick leave for the moment, so were sharing a vehicle, and that means i have to get up at the ass crack of dawn. lucky me, eh? hopefully ill get to see nicole today because i want to show her 'the rutland dirty weekend book' its wicked funny, anyone out there seen it? i love it, of course who doesnt love to see their obsessions 'au natural'? lol, anyways, im feeling a bit naseaus, im really not a morning person. i cant wait for the end of the year party at work on the 8th. im hoping a certain someone will at least talk to me, lol. preferably more then that, but well see. anywho, i suppose i should read my bio chapter since i have class in about an hour. who am i kidding, i never read what im supposed to. im such a bad student, and catholic. but at least im a good girl ^_~ alright my duckies, ill see you later, have an absoulutely super day, kiss kiss....
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untitled.... [Sep. 20th, 2005|11:08 am]
[Current Mood | flirty]
[Current Music |bathwater - no doubt]

well im at school, fun fun for me. im waiting for keyboarding class, yippy skippy. im so glad i already know how to type, its really just retraining my fingers to stay on the keys. i cant imagine having to learn this, its so basic nowadays. i cant wait for the end of the year party, i might drink a little, but i dont want to get drunk, that wouldnt be too cool. im hoping a cerain someone makes a move on me, but i doubt it. i dont know. blah. i really wish this compy had a messenger of some sort. msn, aim, doesnt matter which. im trying to start planning courts bridal shower, this is going to be so hard for me as i lack basic social skills. im going to have to talk to all sorts of people i dont know, god i hate stuff like that. plus im not the best person to organize things like that. or anyhthing. well i guess ill go read my book. toddles.....kisses
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well.... [Sep. 16th, 2005|08:30 pm]
[Current Mood | complacent]
[Current Music |get up and go - the rutles]

tonight i was in the dining room at work. i was a little nervous at first, but it was fine, i only messed up once, but it was minor. oh my god, today i was working on some keyboarding lessons and i was so pissed at the computer, it took me an hour to type one paragraph perfectly. i think i had been doing too many lessons. for some reason i couls not type 'position' for the life of me. its weird my fingers know where the keys are but they lose all confidence when im not looking at them. ive lways prefered the hunt and peckish method, i dont like to keep my fingers on the home row, i like them to be free and flowy, lol. seriously, i like to use all of them but i like them to hover higher above the keys then they 'should'. i must have watched pied piper 6 times today, sad really. lol. eww, im sittinig next to a box of captain crunch, i hate captain crunch. im really more of a lucky charms kind of girl. theyre magically delicious ^_^ what is with all these commercials now? i mean they either have a half naked woman, or a 'real men dont eat quiche' attitude. i mean really, there was this mitchum commercail on, 'if youve seen this movie 7 times, but your watching it anyway, youre a mitchum man' well apparently, im a mitchum man. and those beer commercails where the 'unmanly' man gets squashed by the giant beer can. like the guy who steps out to tell his wife he loves him? what the hell is that? i mean next, theyll have a guy who kisses his kids getting squashed. and those truth commercails bug the hell out of me. i mean, what person of my generation (20s) doesnt know ciggaretts are bad for you? i mean really, whats the point of even having a limit on cigs? i mean, i dont see why people 13 and over cant smoke, i mean, we were beaten over the head with dare and great. you know? i mean we ALL know how bad cigs are for you, even old people. i know its hard to quit, but why would anyone in my generation even start?? how stupid do you have to be? no offence to all you smokers out there, but come on. i dont know, these thing just bug me. i did try half a cigarette once, i was 19 and it was not all that pleasant. i dont see the allure, its not even like you can do it in any buildings anymore. i remember the first time i went into schmenges, its a pool hall. it was cool, it was all smoky and i felt rebelious and wild, and then the second time was after maine passed the law banning cigs in bars and pool halls, and we go in, and it was no where near as sketchy, and no where near as enjoyable. plus my ex was there, that was great, esp since he told one of my best friends he hated to see me. of course he was perfectly nice. speaking of sketchy, court and i went to this incredibly skecthy chinese place. now we went there on the opening week because it was supposed to have a buffet, of course it didnt. well, we were already in there so we decided to stay. they served cans of soda. cans. so we all (four of us) ordered combo plates, and i wanted two orders of crab rangoon with my lo mein. it was listed in both columns of available eats. no. you cant do that. so i had to get an egg roll, and at that point i didnt like egg rolls. so i gave it to adam. it was so sketchy. well this is incredibly long, esp. for me, so ill say good night. good night......kisses
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*sigh* [Sep. 15th, 2005|08:49 pm]
[Current Mood | depressed]
[Current Music |bridge over troubled water - simon and garfunkel]

oh man, i dont know what im going to do, i really need to get a new job. this sucks. im so depressed, i have no idea what i even want to do. i think ill go apply at walmart on tuesday. i tried that before and they didnt call me, blah. i dont know what the hell im going to do. my teeth hurt too. im having a bloody wonderful da...wee...life. this is just bleeding great. i think i should watch some ericness, that might help. but i cant watch pied piper cause the dvd player in my room hates that dvd. i dont know. man this sucks. oh well, life goes on as the beatles say, only desmond hasnt bought me a 20karat golden ring. ob la di ob la da......kisses
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*yawn* [Sep. 14th, 2005|01:52 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |im so tired - the beatles]

im so tired and i have to go to school in an hour. phlebotomy, yay. i read the first three chapters today, holy yawnfest batman. and im watching the pied piper for the third time today, lol. yesterday i was up at 415am and i didnt get home from school until 1015pm, and then i had to get up at 6 for work nd i wont be home tonight until 1015 agian tonight, lovely, eh? i hate getting up, blah. my eyes are so tired, maybe ill have mum drive home tonight, i dont know. i should really start planning my friends bridal shower, shes getting her wedding plans together an i want it to really rock. so i need it to be well planned out, but ive never planned anything at all. hmm, i still have plenty of time, but im a wicked procrastinater. but if ever a time to take stuff seriously this is it. ill be her maid of honor, what a responsibility. i just hope i dont screw up. well, im missing my eric, must feed my obsession....kisses
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bored... [Sep. 13th, 2005|01:37 pm]
[Current Mood | bored]
[Current Music |holiday - green day]

well jeeze, i missed two days of classes and im not behind. crimeny, i thought id be way the hell behind, but i guess not, eh? i had to get up at 415 this morning, that was lovely, and im here until 830 tonight. its quite warm today and of course i wore a long sleeve shirt, brilliant. im waiting for my friend katie to get out of work, were going to see if we can do something before my next class. im so bored its not even funny. i know, i should go get my python book out of the car and sit and read it somewhere, that thing is haevy as hell, i had no idea it was that big when i ordered it, lol. im going to need to look for a new job soon, blah, i hate that whole process, its so tedious. its not the work that bothers me, i dont mind work, but i hate the interview process. well, im gonna go read, ta for now.....kisses
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not too bad... [Sep. 12th, 2005|04:06 pm]
[Current Mood | content]
[Current Music |the white stuff - weird al]

well, i got my car registered and inspected today, that was a job and a half as i live forty-five minutes from the town hall and inspection station, so there went my afternoon, lol. but im in the clear with the car now, so that sort of makes up for it. plus the gas prices are going down, $2.99. i watched pied piper twice today, lol. i started to wonder what the word pied meant. i mean really thats the only time ive heard that word. i looked it up and it said multi-colored. the multicolored piper?! i guess they mean his coat. my teeth and fingernails are black, lovely eh? im eating one of my favorite things, double stuf oreos, mmmmm. i cant believe these new flavors. who wants a mint oreo?! i mean come on. the handi snacks version of oreos arent bad, but they are insanely sweet. its a weird creme. but seriously, you cant keep double stuf oreos, onion bagels and cheese in my house. i am a hound for those things, lol. anywho, i need to get ready for work now, yippy skippy....kisses
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